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JoeOwO
JoeOwO
Hey,, I know I'm like the last person you want to talk to but,, are you okay? Is everything alright?
_Emoty_
_Emoty_
no not really but don’t spend time worrying about someone who did you wrong
JoeOwO
JoeOwO
Girl I know you were coming from a good? Place when you said those things. You just wanted to be protective and I understand that. You're not the one who hurt me in all honesty. It was her. I'm not going to blame someone who's an actual child (by law not as a person) I'm blaming the chick that's almost a full grown adult. You did nothing wrong and really I would've done the same.
JoeOwO
JoeOwO
I used to be overprotective and aggressive when I met my first love. I would get angry and snappy when anything happened. When people talked to him or I knew someone liked him, I would get so upset and go off on people. I understand. I really do.
_Emoty_
_Emoty_
oh god now i’m crying
JoeOwO
JoeOwO
Nothing is your fault, alright? You're a victim just like me. You would think someone at that age knows how to not hurt people lmao. You're a good person and I know you feel quick to just experience love and be in a relationship. That's how I am. I'm still learning to not settle for less. You shouldn't do what I do. Be better than me. You're too good for that. Find someone who's on the same emotional level as you.
_Emoty_
_Emoty_
thank you, you don’t know how much it means to me that someone would forgive me for all the stupid s♥♥♥ i’ve done. i’m not that great of a person, and i takes someone really big to forgive another for something like that. i’ve said this like 289293939 times but i really mean it lol
JoeOwO
JoeOwO
I'm not here to fight with anyone. I'm only here to fight with her really. She did me dirtiest. You're young and I'm young. We shouldn't have to be going through this much emotional distress. We both have done bad things but like I said, we're young. It's better to forgive each other than to fight each other about it.
_Emoty_
_Emoty_
yeah that’s true. also lol, i’ve been reading your things but as soon as i would respond another response from you would pop up. i promise i did read them, i’m sorry if it seemed like i didn’t
JoeOwO
JoeOwO
No it's fine! I know you're taking time to read my messages and respond. Don't worry about it!
_Emoty_
_Emoty_
ah thank you a bunch. you’re genuinely a good person and don’t deserve any of what has and is continuing to happen to you
JoeOwO
JoeOwO
You're really sweet,, I'm sorry if you feel like I put you in the middle of this hell storm,, because I did..I just wanted you to know what kind of person she is. She's really fake honestly. She thinks it's cute lmao and it's not. I'm glad she's out of my life and hopefully for good. I don't want you to get hurt by someone that pathetic.
_Emoty_
_Emoty_
no it’s fine, i’m kind of glad i found out most of this stuff tbh. i’ve already been hurt and probably will remain hurt for a while but it’s gucci
JoeOwO
JoeOwO
I've been hurt by her so much and I'm so numb about it honestly. Crying is always okay just please don't hurt yourself. It's not worth it. If you ever need to or want to talk, I'm here. Surround yourself with people that actually care about you, is what I learned from this situation. Being hurt is okay. I've been hurt for a while too. Recovering takes time. You should take all the time you need.
_Emoty_
_Emoty_
i haven’t hurt myself in a week or two, it doesn’t feel as good imo anymore. it got boring. i’m still trying to recover, i see a therapist every week and she helps ig. i’m not trying to boss you around or anything but maybe you should consider trying to see one? it feels good to open up to someone and not be judged at all. also, are you going to leave the forums?
JoeOwO
JoeOwO
I've been recommended to a few but I either can't show up or it doesn't work out. Also I don't know? I might take a break really. I was surprised I got a lot of positive feedback on that post,, I thought everything was going to turn out terribly. But a break does sound nice. If anything it'll be for like a day because I always seem to come back even if I say I'm taking a break lmaooo
_Emoty_
_Emoty_
i do that too. i just want to leave this stupid place and forget about everyone here forever. i wish i’d never gotten involved in anything, sigh. i hope your break does you well lol, you deserve it a bunch
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