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Hey,, I know I'm like the last person you want to talk to but,, are you okay? Is everything alright?

no not really but don’t spend time worrying about someone who did you wrong

Girl I know you were coming from a good? Place when you said those things. You just wanted to be protective and I understand that. You're not the one who hurt me in all honesty. It was her. I'm not going to blame someone who's an actual child (by law not as a person) I'm blaming the chick that's almost a full grown adult. You did nothing wrong and really I would've done the same.

I used to be overprotective and aggressive when I met my first love. I would get angry and snappy when anything happened. When people talked to him or I knew someone liked him, I would get so upset and go off on people. I understand. I really do.

oh god now i’m crying

Nothing is your fault, alright? You're a victim just like me. You would think someone at that age knows how to not hurt people lmao. You're a good person and I know you feel quick to just experience love and be in a relationship. That's how I am. I'm still learning to not settle for less. You shouldn't do what I do. Be better than me. You're too good for that. Find someone who's on the same emotional level as you.

thank you, you don’t know how much it means to me that someone would forgive me for all the stupid s♥♥♥ i’ve done. i’m not that great of a person, and i takes someone really big to forgive another for something like that. i’ve said this like 289293939 times but i really mean it lol

I'm not here to fight with anyone. I'm only here to fight with her really. She did me dirtiest. You're young and I'm young. We shouldn't have to be going through this much emotional distress. We both have done bad things but like I said, we're young. It's better to forgive each other than to fight each other about it.

yeah that’s true. also lol, i’ve been reading your things but as soon as i would respond another response from you would pop up. i promise i did read them, i’m sorry if it seemed like i didn’t

No it's fine! I know you're taking time to read my messages and respond. Don't worry about it!

ah thank you a bunch. you’re genuinely a good person and don’t deserve any of what has and is continuing to happen to you

You're really sweet,, I'm sorry if you feel like I put you in the middle of this hell storm,, because I did..I just wanted you to know what kind of person she is. She's really fake honestly. She thinks it's cute lmao and it's not. I'm glad she's out of my life and hopefully for good. I don't want you to get hurt by someone that pathetic.

no it’s fine, i’m kind of glad i found out most of this stuff tbh. i’ve already been hurt and probably will remain hurt for a while but it’s gucci

I've been hurt by her so much and I'm so numb about it honestly. Crying is always okay just please don't hurt yourself. It's not worth it. If you ever need to or want to talk, I'm here. Surround yourself with people that actually care about you, is what I learned from this situation. Being hurt is okay. I've been hurt for a while too. Recovering takes time. You should take all the time you need.

i haven’t hurt myself in a week or two, it doesn’t feel as good imo anymore. it got boring. i’m still trying to recover, i see a therapist every week and she helps ig. i’m not trying to boss you around or anything but maybe you should consider trying to see one? it feels good to open up to someone and not be judged at all. also, are you going to leave the forums?

I've been recommended to a few but I either can't show up or it doesn't work out. Also I don't know? I might take a break really. I was surprised I got a lot of positive feedback on that post,, I thought everything was going to turn out terribly. But a break does sound nice. If anything it'll be for like a day because I always seem to come back even if I say I'm taking a break lmaooo

i do that too. i just want to leave this stupid place and forget about everyone here forever. i wish i’d never gotten involved in anything, sigh. i hope your break does you well lol, you deserve it a bunch