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The Mistakes we do in the past might've been bad but it's bad to bring up those mistakes from your past into now. I still wanted one day for me and you to have a nice chat like we used to a long time ago

Those mistakes shouldn't identify who you are today. People should identify for what you are today. I see you as a nice person and at some times, maybe even serious. That's everyone.

I don't expect you to reply or forgive me. Maybe you might even delete this comment but before you do. I'm sorry.

Ik I probably didn't do anything but even if I did, I am truly sorry for that.

The problem was that you didn't do anything. You didn't reach out to me or anything just to see how I was feeling and I was just upset.
But I'm grateful that you reached out to me after a few months and apologised and all.

Hey, Zoey. It’s been a minute. No, it’s been three years. Three years, no interaction, no acknowledgment, not even a mention of each other ever since this post. Coming across this post after three years of not responding feels like a letter kept in your drawer and recently finding it through all the paper mess and glancing through it, reminiscing, and immediately figuring out where it all went wrong.

The realization I notice while apologizing is that I never once briefly mentioned apologizing to you for not reaching out to you and asking if you were doing alright or questioning whether you needed someone to rant about anything or just to have someone talk it out. Instead, I was too focused on clearing my self-consciousness and only apologizing for “making mistakes,” that I didn’t realize-

-how self-centered I sounded and didn’t endure the fact that I wasn’t making anything better, instead, just dragging the problem into a bigger mess to the point where it was a house on fire. I’m truly, truly sorry for not being more righteous with myself and being there for you when it was crystal clear that you needed someone to talk to during your toughest moments.

I’ll say it once more and duly mean it, I’m not expecting nor asking for forgiveness after all this. I’m not here to clear my self-consciousness after all these years of ghosting you without proper reasoning. I’m here to apologize, something I should’ve done 3 years ago. If you choose to continue to ignore me forever, I’m totally fine with that. It’s your choice and probably the most ethical one to be fair.

These three past years have been a preternatural time to be alive. It hasn’t been my best ability to talk or discuss things I’m not knowledgeable in but during those times, I did notice you making a small appearance on the forums, checking on everyone, and asking your close friends how things were. I was aware of your presence, the problem was, talking to you, especially after what I-