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Listen Icy, I hate fighting too especially with you. I don't like it at all. It makes me feel something bad inside when we both fight. It's awful.

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It's okie Icy, I just feel like you always start the fight and I never do nothing. I'm just here, doing my duties of here when out if nowhere, we start fighting for no reason.
I just don't know anymore on what to do. It's like a target

I’m just really protective
Past things don’t help much with that either
I’m not even keeping things to myself anymore I’m just exploding right away
I just don’t know

Then you're off to a bad start, that's what I'm saying.

I don’t know what chaaanged though
I used to be great at hiding this stuff

You used too.

But do you really have to do that to me? I never did anything to you

I try to hold back with you cause I really rather not fight with you but I can’t seem to hold back anymore and I don’t know why

I see things and just snap

Well you tried to and I'll give you credit but this is the 4 time you fight with me without I doing anything to you

The more you fight with me, the more I want to leave this place

I’m already planning on leaving myself
But I don’t wanna be why you go
It’s just things I see and my mind that make me snap

Honestly same

I'm confused what you said on the second line

Aish
I don’t wanna be the reason you go or even just one reason

Well I'm sorry but it's kinda true :/

It's all I get here now of days. Not like the other days

I wonder if I’m just no good for you

C'mon.
6 months right there, down the drain, I'll never get back

I’m serious
If I can’t control myself and it’s hurting you like this I must not be good

You'll probably break me into pieces if you actually do that

If I do what?

Nvm I misread that

Listen, Idk anymore at this point. If you want me to leave so I can be safe, sure. I'll do that for the risk. I know you never said you want me to leave but it's the only way to be safe.

I really don't have any other choice

I could leave
Problem solved
You have more people here than I do
Plus I’m getting too old

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It’s the most reaaasonable way to go that involves one leaving
There’s also the chance we work this out somehow where no one goes
But
I don’t know if I can’t control myself