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Not with that attitude you won’t, happiness starts with you.
And surrounding yourself with sadness WONT help.

Wait is this song lyrics or something before I continue and look stupid? xD

No, these aren’t song lyrics; they’re real thoughts of mine.

I’ve tried. I’ve tried so hard to be happy and normal and optimistic but nothing is working. The proof is all right here. The sadness keeps coming back and IT WON’T LEAVE. I don’t understand.

-pat pat-
Wanna talk about it in a convo?

Thanks for being so nice...we have talked before in a convo about sadness, I think, on a different account. It’s gotten to the point where I have to separate personalities Why do you think I posted here in the first place?

You’re welcome, but I say we talk about it again.
But this time, we’ll make sure you’ll become happier? x

Thank you, but there’s no point. There’s no cure. I know that. I came here because I hate “Lia” (aka my optimistic side). She’s naïve and stupid. It’s always been like this. But no matter who I talk to, nothing changes.

It’s alright if you decide to stop replying. A mod - a leader - that is stuck with two personalities but can’t choose one sounds like it would be too much to handle.

You know, put your hand over your heart. If it’s beating, then it’s trying to tell you how much you serve a purpose in life.
You don’t have to talk about it, but sometimes talking about it can help more than you think. Sometimes you just need that one person to always just be there, so you can talk all the pain away.
And I, can be that person if you allow me to ♡

Actually I don’t plan on to stop replying, the reason I replied is because i care. And so many others do as well
A Mod? So? That title only means they have a little more permission and trust maybe even popularity, but that doesn’t mean they aren’t a human.
Everyone has emotions.

Hell, even I have a couple down sides in life. I’m nice, I’m super helpful and show nothing but happiness all the time. Doesn’t mean I don’t have my times. I fall down, I break and I cry and sit in complete silence till I remember how much I serve a purpose. I pick myself up again and remember what I was here for.

Because everyone falls, but everyone gets back up again just a little bit stronger than before.
Because everyone serves a purpose and deserve forever happiness and joy.
We just have to go through a lot to find it ♡ it might take a while, but no matter how many times you fail there will always come better things your way c:

.....banana....?

Hey, so are you Nooch? It's me Lauren, I use a different account now for.. reasons.

We all have our ups and downs, and even if it seems like some people don't, they do.

Just because you thought Lia was what you always wanted, doesn't mean she is. If you aren't happy, that's ok. You made a mistake, but we all do.

Committing to a relationship includes promising each other you'll both be okay to accept anything from one another, including a "break up" type thing.

It's ok, you've made a mistake but that doesn't mean you've sinned and should, like, die or something. You are still an amazing person. Amazing people still make mistakes sometimes.

Thanks but no thanks, this isnt me.

damn it ;-;

@Tantastic ?