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Oh... I'm so sorry

its fine..I've just come to realise I don't deserve to be loved...

You deserve love. You deserve to be loved. Not lusted after or settled for, but loved.

You deserve someone to be just so enamoured by you they can't focus on anything else. You deserve someone to love every single piece of you, not just your face or body or availability.

You deserve respect and security in a relationship, but most of all, you deserve to be loved. Don't settle for less

I really don't deserve any of that...

You deserve to feel loved

I've got my best friend, ill be ok...after awhile...

I know, but it's going to be a while until you say you're 'ok' and that you feel ok too.

I'm going to be here for you. I'm not leaving either. I'll help you with whatever you need.

But for now, I'm going to say sometimes people are meant to be, but sometimes time has other plans. What should be, will be and what shouldn't won't. Everything will fit into place, just where it's supposed to

People care for you. Life will get easier. It may not seem like it, I know, but it will. But I can promise at least one person cares.

You are beautiful. You deserve so much more than what you say and think about yourself.

Don't hurt yourself, don't beat yourself up, don't hold it in.

Let it out and breathe. Breathe because breathing is such an important thing, it's amazing.

Don't give up.

Thanks...

I know of one or two people who give two stuffs about me..

Im not gonna argue...whenever I argued in the past it just made the person upset and made them leave me...

I'm not going to get mad or upset, Kat. I believe in talking things out. If you have something you'd like to say, feel free to. I don't want to force you into a bubble of silence.

ok...im not gonna speak of anything to do with my life from now on..I'm just gonna keep it on the inside...

Kat, it's not wrong or bad to be upset. It's ok to cry. It's ok to scream. It's ok to be hurt.

But what is wrong is keeping it to yourself on the inside. What is wrong is blaming yourself for feeling human emotions. What is wrong is being alone in your pain.

Feel free to share it and let it out. We - I - just want to help

Oh ill be doing my fair share of crying...and I'm already hurt...

But I like being alone in my pain...gives me time to think about things...

I know..

Please, be gentle with yourself. You're trying. If it's taking you longer than you thought it would to achieve something or get to a certain place, that's ok.

Try not to compare yourself. You're alive and that's what matters. Keep trying to be ok and one day, you'll get there :,)

ok..

I never compare myself...i have a friend who I can't leave alone on this earth...im staying alive for her...

I would rather you take out your emotions on me and not hurt as much over you hiding your emotions away on the inside to ensure peace but start a war with yourself.

I'd rather get hurt on your behalf instead of letting you suffer alone

awe cinder...

I can't do that..i cant hurt people for the benefit of me...

I just cant..

I'm allowing you to. If it helps you feel better, I'll be able to handle it :,)

yea sorry I can't...

Ok, I'll just try and find another way to help