I hate nice girls.
Just exchanging hello makes me nervous.
Texting makes it even worse.
If i get a call, I know I'll look at my call history and grin.
But that's just them being nice.
People who are nice to me are also nice to everyone else.
I almost end up forgetting that.
If the reality is cruel , then a lie is an act of kindness
And so kindness itself is a lie.
I gave up on always expecting it,
always mistaking it,
and even hoping for it.
Someone who's' worked so hard at being alone doesn't fall for the
same trick twice.
I'm a veteran at this.
I’m an expert when it comes to losing.
That's why I'll always hate nice girls.
-Hachiman Hikigaya